Personal Computer

so finally i have my own pc in my room and all that shit...

im currently downloading wow so i can get back to playing

and im gunna dl gunbound tonight

hahaha im pretty fucking stoked haha

so yeah, back in the technology grind which can only benefit me from here on out

hahaha

which means especially more blogging haha

i will be making a photoblog pretty soon so that will be pretty dope

well, im just keeping you guys posted...

peace<3

Insanium In The Crainium

I just came back from las vegas...

the plants were green

the lights were lit

the weather was hot

and i dont remember most of the nighttimes

and i saw startrek twice

but on a serious note:

what the fuck is going on in my life.

i have two extremes working against eachother at all times. The happiness in my life is flouring when im having the slightest amount of fun. But certain things are completely falling apart.

i dont know whether to be happy about the good stuff, or depressed about the bad stuff. all i can really tell at the moment, is that this isnt going to end well. Will i let the bad parts fall apart, and rise. or do i miss the things crubling into nothing. 

i turn 18:

in like 2 weeks

and this makes me realize some cool shit. im 18 and ill be in college and my parents will be off my fucking back..ahaha

i graduate high school:

June 15....

im stoked for college...

but i think that might be my whole post right there....

A Day of Old Memories

2 years and a few months ago...

I commited myself to living a life without meat, 

and a soon after the 2 year mark, i receeded my modern and beneficial life style because

some i though i cared about said it was "stupid".

but with all the freetime to think, i realized that vegetarianism is the more appropriate life style for me....

with someone by my side who is also commited to this lifestyle, its easier to be myself..

yesterday came with NO struggle and i felt like i had never stopped...

it was a good feeling to be at peace with the animals and living beings on earth again.

and it feels good to say once again, 

"No Thanks, I'm Vegetarian."

Nighttime Adventures

Friday May 3

While me and andy persue our dreams during the day,

nightfalls and Monica comes over..

just a side note, i havent seen her in 6 months

anyways, and even in red marine core sweats,

she was the most beautiful thing to cross paths with me in ages..

a close hug...one you would never forget.

a hug that said more than i couldve mustered out of my mouth

even with my mind racing and my knees shaking..

and then a kiss..a kiss i wil never forget..

a kiss that whispered louder than every minute thought, and every extraordinary feeling circulating through my veins.

we travel to chain reaction to pick up some friends

soon after were at a friend [thao]'s house and i cant help but admire Monica's beauty all night..

we took her home, but my mind stayed with her,

and her spirit with me..

Saturday May 2/Sunday May 3

Well, this was a very....

dull night..

we were supposed to go to a party but, it didnt work out thanks to the most wonderful thing ever..World Of Warcraft..

yeah our ride was too busy, oh well.

and me and Andy notice we are out of cigarettes..

so we venture to the local gas station

on our way, im staring at the ground and out of the corner of my eye i see something..

i say outloud, "is that money"

sure enough, it was a 20 dollar bill.

so me and Andy split it, and walk home with 2 new packs of cigarettes each, lmfao

i know i know, we couldve done something better with it, BUT..

we didnt.. :]