a weekend not a weakend.

Friday, i am feeling great!

After the most aggonizing Toy A Boy J practice ever, we head out for a night on the town.

we go to this show, havin a sesh drinking beers in the parking lot, and when we go inside...we soon find out, this is kinda a christian evironment. so after like 2 bands we decide to leave that place and go get a girl i really wanted to see. so we pick her, and a bottle of jagermeister up even though i vowed not to drink that night.

as i was saying, we pick her up, she gets in the car and im immedeately flabberghasted. so shes sitting talking away as i admire her. we get back to andys and decide that we should walk across the street and have a little sesh, just me and her. we ended up sitting there for a good 30 to 45 minuets just talking, having the time of our lives.

we come back to the porch where the guys are already drinking.

i join in and just let friendship and good spirits fill the air.

1 am comes around, and we take her home. i think ill remember these words more than anything that night, "when i get back...im taking you on that date!"

that moment i completely forgot about everything that has ever beat me down and anything that was hurting me at that moment. i felt completely at peace and happy.

we come back home and sit and drink til about 3 am, laughing and talking, expressing our gratitude towards eachother with shots of jager and stale cigarettes.

Saturday, i felt good til i threw up.

i come home feeling just fine. no hangover at all...until i start drinking again.

it was my cousin Nomie's 10th birthday supplied with LOTS of drinks for the adults.

all i really remember is, 13 beers, my mom trying to fight, my mom crying, marborol lights with my aunts boyfriend, 99 bananas, jager, making my cousin give me bracelets, chips, and throwing up...

Sunday, i am hungover.

I start my morning with frozen Taro yogurt. Not a good choice.

i come home and i have a solo sesh to calm the mind and tummy. Andy and i have a little practice but hes in such a badmood i couldnt really enjoy my day. lol sorry andy.

so i got home and went to el pollo loco. im feeling alot better but i might be getting sick lol.

thats pretty much the weekend..

overall, she was my highlight.

my friends and family made it great.

but the alchohol destoyed my sunday.

hahaha, great success in the worst way.

but im taking a break from drinking for a little...