I have been completely misunderstood. I tried to prove to someone that for once, I can be something to someone. While I thought that everything was just fine, it wasn't. The flowers, the suprises, the seemingly endless night texting and chatting, kind of stopped mattering at some point. I know that at some point, this wasn't an idea that was mustered alone. You think you have truly exposed yourself and all that you have to offer, even in a dibillitated emotional state. I showed her who I was, but that wasn't enough. In response to this sudden notification of lack of skill and lack of appealing matter, I will just pedal on. There's no need to dwell anymore. There's no need to sit alone thinking about what if, because that what if isn't something thats going to happen.
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Tomorrow morning, i am going to visit an old teacher and play catch-up. lets hope everything goes well, *cheesey smile* because i missed him. haha, alright well its time to get off this damned blogger and get some shut eye.
-jacobo
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